sad appetizers

July 22, 2008

I am weird and neurotic.
I wonder if I’ll ever actually become something
I hear bullshit
I see confusion
I want someone
I am changing and awkward

I pretend to be a lot
I feel loved at times
I touch too much
I worry about everything
I cry about what I don’t and won’t have
I am unconventional and full of shit

I understand nothing
I say I’m fine
I dream of someone
I try not to let them know



poem i wrote on july 22, 2008